
Timothy looks pathetic& Daryan looks orang-asli-ish
some random pictures..hahatoday, we, the 6th Batch Excocelebrated Haleem's belated 16th birthdayit was successful as he didn't suspect anythingyezzaaarrr kachhiiinggg!!!a round of applause to us! XPtoo bad philoe, John & Li Zhen weren't presentor it would've been a blasthaleem, daryan, timothy & fariani got sabo-edit has been a long time since i attend a birthday celebration with much sabo-ingpretty dull eyy..overall, it was great (:more pictures of the birthday will be uploaded once i get them& to all muslims, SELAMAT BERPUASA!Tempuhilah bulan Ramadhan ini dengan penuh tabah dan keihsanansemoga anda dicucuri rahmat dan menjalani ibadah yang suci ini dengan sempurnaamin..(macam paham..haha)I miss haziq liaoooo ;(


my eyes was sepet-ed -.-"


spent my day with my dearest boify
went to Tampines & a cute 'dickies' bag caught my eye
boify said i shouldn't spent too much & save for my future
hmmm..a fair point
haha
I LOVE HAZIQ! ((:
& baby, those pictures of you are cute OKAY!!
i miss my boyfriend
alot
i can't stop crying cause i miss my baby too much
& i need him
badlyi'm sorry if i made you mad
A rough conversation where i discovered i needed to go back to primary 1A joke from Nissa & Fadz; Nissa: 5Q + 5Q = what?Me!: Huh? *Starts imaginary drawing on table with fingers..countingNissa & Fadz: *cruel laugh..HAHA!Me!: Huh? What? I don't get it? Wait2 lemme count..Nissa: okay, if 5 + 5 how much?Me!: 10Nissa: So if 5Q + 5Q equals?Me!: 10Q?Nissa: welcome! hahahahahahaget it? 10Q, ten-q, thank-you
lame shitzzzzz!
Can't believe i was THAT slow-.-"

That's the only picture i took on BYD
pathetic right..that was how bored i was
teachers day cum be yourself day was a boreunsightly, one class among the entire school population wore uniform(you know, i know)4 Dynamic wore dope geekish look4 integrity wore 70's rewind&& the rest...i don't know -.-"the concert was horrendoustrust me, this whole year events are like (insert whatever shits you want)compared to last year, which the 6th batch Exco planned, were so much betteri'm proud okay..haha! (:(starts throwing tomato)
but i'm disappointed as a Secondary 4 student who will be graduating & not have my last 3 months with memorable secondary school eventswhat a waste..haizzzzluckily there's prom night this yearwhich i really really hope will turn out goodthat's all..what a pathetic day
I screwed up my a-mathsf shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shitf shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shitf shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shitf shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shitf shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shit f shiti DID study for a-mathsbut my stupid panicky habit got control of mei went blank after question five as i got to knowi was really shortage of time
trust me, i was shivering at that point of time i'm sooosoooo disappointed& yes i did slap myself cause i knew i'm not gonna get good gradesbut every cloud has a silver liningit's just the prelimi'm having high hopes for myself for the o'syes, high high hopesstill have a-maths paper 2 to go, tomorrowhope it's not tough..cause i really wana get a passing markcontradicting eyy when i know i'm not gonna get good gradesbut miracles do happen
(like understand liddat)
today's paper was ermmm how do i put ithistory; manageble..no commentPOA; i should have studied the formula shitdamnnnn...currently in the doldrums you know why, cause i know i can do wellnot boasting but because i studiedmaybe studied hard but not smarthaizzzzzzzzmaybe it's not all about doing lotsa2 notes & waking up early to mugbut maybe studying before hand; which i didn'ti really pray that my o's won't be like thisto all taking their preliminary examination,ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PHASE TWO EXAMINATIONHAPPY TEACHERS' DAY & BE YOURSELF DAY IN ADVANCE!(i tell you, it's gonna be sooooo boring like a detention class with nerdy kiddos eating glue, fat boy sticking pencil into his nose, a tall skinny boy trying to lick his elbow & a granny wranny teacher biting her crooked ugly nails & spitting it out)secondary life is getting more mundane & mundane...where's the enthusiasm people???
ok, i know i shouldn't be updating
but i gotta let this anger outta me
i really screwed up my prelim's Eng paper 1
didn't plan my time well & spent more time on speech rather than my composition
if i'd planned my time, my composition would have turn out well
but it didn't!! God dammit..
I didn't even have enough time to read it..
only got to read the first paragraph..& it was bad
though i used some new vocab words, my content...haix..no comment
DAMNNN!!! My marks for paper 1 will be like shitezzz
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna do some head banging later o.-
Paper 2 was better..waaayyyy better
cause i got pissed off for paper 1 & told myself to do my paper 2 properly
& i did..alhamdullilah
tomorrow paper starts at 8.30 am & my day will end at 6 pm
soooooooooooooo late
higher malay paper 1 & 2 & a-maths paper 1
just so happens a-maths is in the late afternoon
i hope i manage to keep myself awake
maybe put some toothpick or scotch tape between my eyes like Mr Bean
ok tak.. -.-"
just hope i get to do those two very important papers properly
i'm super scared for tomorrow
hope i won't screw up..
especially for a-maths..damn!
sorry if i have been like swearing..
cause still am pissed off about English
& worrying a lot about a-maths
i'm gonna slap myself if i can't get a passing mark for a-maths
cause i HAVE been studying for a-maths
just that differentiation & integration are getting on my nerves
i hate the person who invented those two topics
so much for having a cranky brain eyy
early in the morning my mum called saying that my teacher called her
claiming that i had a paper at 8.30 and am not in school yet
EH HELLOOOO!
MY PRELIM PAPER STARTS AT TWO IN THE NOON FOR GOD'S SAKE!
I was scared to death uh abehhh
You wouldn't wana see me panic..trust me
only my girlfriends & Haziq knows how stupid i look when i panic.. -.-"
then the best part wassss jengjengjengggg
they got the wrong person
baik kepeeeeee
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i was worrying all the way while doing my paper
& you tell me you got the wrong Siti Farhana???
i think you should go get an eye check up & buy yourself a granny specs
cause my whole family was so worried about me just because
you were blind enough to call the wrong number
I knew i was innocent
(giving that pathetic yadaa yadaa face)
i won't do such stupid things of skipping school moreover when it's prelim
ergh!
( somebody please yell "ok fana!! i get what you are trying to say! Shut your crappy mouth!!)
Pleasseeeeee i tell you, don't make me panic for no reason
i'll worry the whole day through even though i don't look like i am
but deep inside...shesssshhhhh!
Ohya & thanks bby for sending me to school
& also fetching me home from school
love yaaaaaaaaaa!
ok da..what a long post
guess i get garrulous when i had a
bad start for my first paper
okok i wana study now peeps!
BYEEEE!!!!
Chiow chin chow minom chin chow! -.-"
I LOVE HAZIQ VERY THE VERY THE MUCH!Wo hen xiang wo de nan peng you!!!!
huurrrr ;(
Since it's 2 more days to my preliminary examination
& i don't think i'll update during the weekends,
i'll make it up today (:
turning back time
missing my childhood


kiss me fishie.. xP
praying hard; like real..haha


the second picture look as though i'm showing my middle finger
LOL


Crying every time somebody takes a picture of me
the second picture; just...LOL


that's how BIG telephone used to be
& again, i hate taking pictures when i was a kiddo
till here;
all the best to all taking their preliminary examination this Monday
& all the best to me (:
I'm so glad & lucky to have such great friends & such a caring bf
thanks for being there for me, lifting me up when i thought all hopes were lost
love you guys so much..even saying i love you can't express this gratitude towards you guys
i will always pray for your well-being
like always said 'a prayer is the best give ever'...so yeah (:
& to my super duper zuper sweet haziq,
sorry if i couldn't meet you this whole week
we were busy with our own stuff but even so,
i want you to know, i do need you..
just that sometimes i'm rather quiet about it & try to understand the situation
thanks for correcting my flaws, tolerating with my negative thoughts & accept me for who i am
i'll speak out more in the future so that you'll know how much i neeeeed you
i love you sooooo much from the bottom of my heart
you're the most awesome-mess guy ever
just so you know, how much i trust you,
you're the FIRST guy/bf to know my dirty lil secret (:
i trust you to keep this lil secret of mine & accept this not perfect gf of yours..heh
thanks for the concern syg ((:
i'm so disappointed in myself in not being able to be a good gf
please forgive me...i'll learn from my mistake
i hope you will stick around with me to guide me along
i'm so proud to have this ziqo guy as my bf!
i have the best bf ever, don't be jealous..haha
*winks
to nissa,
your words are so strong that you made me feel better
i was crying a river but you lifted my self-esteem
thanks cargoloads!
i thank God for giving me such a kind gf ((:
i have nothing left to say
cause this gratitude is way too deep
all i can say is 'thank you'
God bless you
okay, went for an appointment just now
kinda funny that i laugh when the doctor gave me an injection..lol
i'm referred to a specialist..it'll cost my mum an arm and a leg
but she said "i'll do anything for my daughter..i won't leave you in this painful situation. Don't worry"
I'm just...just thankful
Alhamdullilah..
the urge of blogging
i'm shivering right now
feeling cold & clammy
teary eyes
will this dirty lil secret of mine turn out well?
if it ain't, will it change how you people out there treat me?
i know it will, in one way or another
i can foresee the looks on you guys the moment you see me
don't just say "its a small thing, of course i'll still be your friend"
it's what you think of me on the inside in the future
i hope it'll be good
i hope it will..
i don't know..first & foremost
will you, friends out there, still stay by my side
of who i'm gonna be or look like later?
(that's a hint)
those beloved ones should know what i'm talking about
but why must it be me?
i'm just praying hard
& am really really depressed & scared..
Allah please stay by me side
i'll tell this beforehand
if this thing were to turn out bad,
i hope i'll still have my friends
you may think it's ridiculous
but you're not going through my situation right now
it's taking its toll on me
tell me, in this modernize & egoistic world,
who would want to friend an ugly girl who ___her____
i'm not being pessimist but my chance of it turning out well,
is 50:50
& making it worst, prelim's next week
great..
i don't need your sympathy or whatever shit,
i just need all of you to accept of what i'm gonna be later
be it good or bad
i want you to treat me the same way you guys usually do, later on
that's all i ask for
thanks & wish me luck
yes, i need your luck
cause i'm not strong after all..

Mugging for a-maths is tiringgggggg

will update on weekends only (:

Yaya's birthday party was a blast
i feel 'big' among the kiddies
haha
& shawn rocks my ass
"get more buulloons!"
will update the pictures once i get it from nissa

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ANGELINE!!!! ;D
& to Afiq hammy; Acapella rocks! HAHA!
- The person who tag you/pass you is:Bella B!
- Your relationship with him or her is: Good friends (:
- Your five impression of her: Funny! Sexy! Sociable! Sweet! & Loud!
- The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Can't remember exactly but there's this one time we called a bunch of guys during camp to buy us Macdonald, secretly. Its memorable cause all of us were hungry..haha
- The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: A lot!! All her advices are deep & sweet (:
- If he/she become your lover, you will: HAHA! Then Hatadi will become a murderer
- If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Lovers love their partner for who they are ((:
- If he/she become your enemy, you will: Smack her butt! YAY!
- If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: I'm jealous of her sexy legs.. -.-"
- The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Wish her all the best for her o's & have a looong relationship with Hatadi
- Your overall impression of him/her is: She's fun to be with..trust me *winks
- How you think people around you will feel about you: Err...don't know leh
- The characters you love of yourself are: I smile even when it's not necessary..no harm whatt
- On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Too playful & lazy o.0"
- The most ideal person you want to be is: Jessica Alba? HAHA! Hayley williams of course!
- For people that care and like you, say something to them:You guys are so lucky to be loved by Fana...haha. Ok seriously, i'll always remember you for who you are cause you're SPECIAL!
- Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you# Pass to people with blogs only.
1. Nissa 2. Ratnah 3. Bella B 4. Fadzilah 5. ezzati 6. Qasrina 7. Zalifah 8. Isyana 9. Ain 10. Iryana
- Who is no.6 having relationship with? Aweeeelllll...haha
- Is no.9 a male or female? Female la abehhhh..although she's a LOTL..hee..just kidding
- If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? I don't know, never see them together before..haha
- What is no.2 studying about? The biol subject...heh
- When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? 3 days ago?
- What kind of music band does no.8 like? Well, i'm not really THAT close to her...taufiq batisah?
- Does no.1 have any siblings? Yeapsssss
- Will you woo no.3? Ohyeaaaaaaaa...BUT only if she was a guy, which is impossible... -.-"
- How about no.7? Prettaaayyy...gd choice..HAHA! I'm not a lesbo mind you!
- Is no.4 single? Yea she is
- What is the surname of no.5? Azmi
- What 's the hobby of no.10? Dancing, singing
- Does no.5 and 9 get along well? HELL YEA..they're besties
- Where is no.2 studying at? School...haha..evergreen
- Talk something casually about no.1: She's beautiful *melts...LOL
- Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?HAHA! She'll scream at me if i do
- Where does no.9 live at? Near EVG sec
- What colour does no.4 like? REDDDDDD
- Are no.5 and 1 best friend? Nooooope
- Does no.1 have any pets? Nooooope
- Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Could be *winks
- What is no. 6 doing now? You expect me to stalk her izit?


I know i look slenger in both pictures but
which is nicer?
To Angeline!
HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY!!! ((:
I love you yes i doooo!!
Cause you have been the "Mummy" in the Exco team
& u raise us uppp so we can stand on mountains...haha!
Have fun on 150808!
xoxoxo
sidetracking: bella b i'll do the survey once i'm totally free yea..sowie (:

I am a Singaporean & am proud to be one
I LOVE SINGAPORE!!! (:
Yes, i have to admit i love going to school even though i dread it sometimes


Shy2...lol


KKM lass..wooots!


That girl right there, on the left, is my long lost sister
hahah
& ayeen lush you're sexaaaayyyy *winks

Haleem yawww
Lastly,

(:
I love my teachers...hahabelow are the interactions with our beloved teacher during NDP lesson(you may not find it funny, but whatever..haha)Mr Howdy: So, who can you name me the pioneers of Singapore?Me: AHHH!! I know!!! *raise up hand, super semangat* That pillai guy & tan tock seng!!! *girns*the whole class starts giving nonsensical answer until Larry came inLarry: OOHH!! Tcher2!!!! Hang tuah!*whole class laughing our ass off (not literally)Mr Howdy: Hahahah...gives that you-know-who's-kinda smile If you say hang Tuah right, then why not might as well say pontianak*me & Wadzy face each other, ooooookay! WTH sey! LOLMr Howdy: Ok2 seriously, who are the pioneers?Larry: Ah Meng la cher! *combing his jambul as usual...haha!!Mr Howdy: *tries to act like not laughing* That one Singapore's icon ok class, if Ah Meng is Singapore's icon, who's Evg's sec icon? *gives that evil cheeky smileThe whole class: Mr Howdy laaaaaaa*Mr howdy was soso flatteredhahahahhaMr Howdy: AHHH!! Lisa! I caught you red-handed! What's that huh huh? Don't let me see it again uh..*saw lisa holding handphone taking picture of that girl & that guy who were sitting beside Mr howdy* (i asked Lisa to take their picture by the way, cause she had a clear view of them..haha, i was bored ok!)Lisa: Ehhhh no la cher! I only taking picture what!Mr Howdy: *shocked face* HUH??? You take picture of me uh? Ahh privacy raided!*whole class laughs...sape sey nak amek gambar die! Prasantan -.-"& psssstttt;i just got to know that Wadzy has a tiny mole below her lips just like mineexactly at the same spot...just that i have 2 of itcool eyyy..my long lost sisterrr yawww..haha..noooot
& 1 more thing,
to all Evgians..i don't know whether you realized it or not but
during our NDP celebration at the hall, Mr Chan was absolutely sad..he's face was all frowns
i think he felt so by the way we were behaving
not respecting our country, not respecting our pledge/anthem & adding to that,
not respecting Mr chan!
He is such a nice principle & that is how you guys treated him??
clapping when he hasn't finish his speech? Playing a fool when the anthem was played?
wiping the small Singapore flag on your nose in front of the whole school during the performance, trying to make a fool outtaf yourself?
pushing the podium thingy back inside the stage when he is about to make his speech??
& it was also on his birthday (not exactly la, since it's tomorrow)
But i can see that he's totally disappointed in us..
the message i'm trying to get across here is, please do respect the people who has done so much for us
moreover when that person is nice & cares a lot for his students
he's the best principle i must say (:
Me: TCHERRRRRRRR!!! Cn i go toilet? *smiles widelyMr Howdy: For wat? urr urr urgent uh? (yea, he stammers, HAHA)Me: I wana peeeeeeeeMr Howdy: Haha, you no need tell me rght, aiyo..gogoMe: You say for wat waaaaaaatMr Howdy: *Gives me the yong kuang & pei ling smileI'M GONNA LOVE TOMORROW CAUSE IT'S FRIDAY!!! ((:
I'm sorry
to whoever it may concern
please come back
i miss the old you
the old (insert name)
Camp rock is totally awesomehot guys, cute girl & great songswatch it on youtube! ((:

On the way back home with my buddies,i saw some seniors who used to be in express stream& i was surprised to know that they're in ITEthat totally freaked me outAlexa: soo..that's a wake up call for you fana (:sooooooooooooooI'm moving on even though its toughLife just gotta move on bebehSTUDY HARD PEEPS!!!!
lazy to update nowadays
nissa's advance birthday surprise was a success
a good one too (:
today, ditched SS remedial (for the first time ever) cause was feeling giddy
it was obvious as my face was pale
let the pictures talk yea


i love my yellow adidas watch..haha


see, i'm fat -.-"


my cute lil buddy, fadzy wadzy (:

a good ugly laugh

i love them!


the cake was pretty AND delicious
super nice i tell you..haha

they rock my world

040808, ice kacang made by me & fadzy


Seoul Garden


super full
that's all people
to haziq;
i will always & always love you
your charming smile & your kind heart will always be remembered
you have done a lot for me & had made a huge difference in my life
be it my behaviour or the way i handle things
you will never be replaced cause you're the first guy whom i trust so much
you always will be my baby
miss you...