Everybody
say
yeahhh!
?
as Hannah Montana -.-"
I hate you
I hate you for thinking little of me
I hate you for treating me like a punching bag
I hate you for ordering me around
Do you know what it feels like to be 'abuse' EVERYDAY
You think it's fun???
It hurts me okay!
it hurts a lot
i love you, for bringing a smile on my face with your utterly nonsensical jokes
but at the same time,
i hate you
for bullying me & ordering me to do things which you yourself can do it yourself
it's your responsibility, not mine!
you starve & i suffer
not you!
People blame me for not buying you food
people still blame me when you push me around
cause you're my brother
(yes, i'm talking about you, brother)
they have the typical thinking that brothers always behave this way
they think that because you don't have someone to play with, since i'm your only sibling,
you have to treat me like a punching bag
& just because i'm your sister, a girl, i must be responsible for you
what do you think i am??
i have to buy you food,
i have to serve you,
i have to follow your needs & ones
i have to take care of your feelings
i have to do things which you need to do & in the end i have to do it for you
just because you're lazy
than what about me??!!
I had enough ok!
you keep taking advantage of me,
treating me like a slave
i tried to change, to meet your needs
possessing the character of give & take & patience
but thinking back, is it worthy?
is it worthy when i'm always not appreciated in return?
is it worthy when you yourself will grow up with this egoistic character just because
i never make you aware of it?
i don't want people to think bad of you
i don't want people to look at you as a lazy & no-kinda-feelings person
cause you're my brother
we grew up together & went through thick & thin together
I feel jealous and sad every time i see siblings who can get along with each other
who can communicate
who can joke around without hurting ones feelings
who can make each other happy with those care & concern
WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP????
brother, please, i had enough
my heart hurts from all the cries i had to hide
& you think it's fun?
I know you want someone to joke around with
but not physically & hurting ones feeling
you're always thinking about yourself
ONLY
never others
i may have treated you badly
because
you're the cause of it
how can i treat you nicely when i always
& always
get treated badly in return
brother, please
i'm writing it all here cause i can't take it anymore,
i don't have any intention to humiliate or hurt you
& i know you're reading this
i can never communicate with you
cause you're never serious about anything
i beg you, please change
cause i don't want anybody else, even my friends
to think that you're bad
you are a great person
i know in one way or another,
you still love me
you still care for me
whenever i go to sleep, you come to my bed & give me a pat
you know how touching it is when you do that
you sometimes gimme 'painful' hugs
& pinch me on the cheeks
but i know you mean it in a good way
so, please reflect on what i've posted
cause
you're my one & only sibling
& i still love you brother (:
I hate you for thinking little of me
I hate you for treating me like a punching bag
I hate you for ordering me around
Do you know what it feels like to be 'abuse' EVERYDAY
You think it's fun???
It hurts me okay!
it hurts a lot
i love you, for bringing a smile on my face with your utterly nonsensical jokes
but at the same time,
i hate you
for bullying me & ordering me to do things which you yourself can do it yourself
it's your responsibility, not mine!
you starve & i suffer
not you!
People blame me for not buying you food
people still blame me when you push me around
cause you're my brother
(yes, i'm talking about you, brother)
they have the typical thinking that brothers always behave this way
they think that because you don't have someone to play with, since i'm your only sibling,
you have to treat me like a punching bag
& just because i'm your sister, a girl, i must be responsible for you
what do you think i am??
i have to buy you food,
i have to serve you,
i have to follow your needs & ones
i have to take care of your feelings
i have to do things which you need to do & in the end i have to do it for you
just because you're lazy
than what about me??!!
I had enough ok!
you keep taking advantage of me,
treating me like a slave
i tried to change, to meet your needs
possessing the character of give & take & patience
but thinking back, is it worthy?
is it worthy when i'm always not appreciated in return?
is it worthy when you yourself will grow up with this egoistic character just because
i never make you aware of it?
i don't want people to think bad of you
i don't want people to look at you as a lazy & no-kinda-feelings person
cause you're my brother
we grew up together & went through thick & thin together
I feel jealous and sad every time i see siblings who can get along with each other
who can communicate
who can joke around without hurting ones feelings
who can make each other happy with those care & concern
WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP????
brother, please, i had enough
my heart hurts from all the cries i had to hide
& you think it's fun?
I know you want someone to joke around with
but not physically & hurting ones feeling
you're always thinking about yourself
ONLY
never others
i may have treated you badly
because
you're the cause of it
how can i treat you nicely when i always
& always
get treated badly in return
brother, please
i'm writing it all here cause i can't take it anymore,
i don't have any intention to humiliate or hurt you
& i know you're reading this
i can never communicate with you
cause you're never serious about anything
i beg you, please change
cause i don't want anybody else, even my friends
to think that you're bad
you are a great person
i know in one way or another,
you still love me
you still care for me
whenever i go to sleep, you come to my bed & give me a pat
you know how touching it is when you do that
you sometimes gimme 'painful' hugs
& pinch me on the cheeks
but i know you mean it in a good way
so, please reflect on what i've posted
cause
you're my one & only sibling
& i still love you brother (:
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