LISTEN UP PEOPLE! *stands on top of the table holding a microphone
with a big stupid grin on my oh-so-pretty face*
noooooooot.... -.-"
I OWN A BIG FEET OF SIZE 8!!!& I OWN LONG FINGERS TOO!!! ;Dgagagagagagap.s; my mum bought me YELLOW roses don't feel jealous horh...LOL
PARAMORE TEE/HOODIE HERE I COME!!
LOLParamore new HOT stuff
ARGHHHH!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!I WANT A DICKIES BAG& I WANT A NEW WARDROBE!END OF FASTING MONTH/ 16TH BIRTHDAY,
PLEASE COME FASTTTT!!(i sound sooo like a spoilt brat..gagagaga)I'm mentally prepared for o's but not physicallyno worries, i'll work on thatQUICKKK!!!!24 more days; sweet sixteen9 more days; end of fasting month(i just felt like blogging, so what -.-" )

this time for real
Don't bother interfering into my life peopleplain fcuking crappish
don't ask about my prelims result
& i say DON'T!
don't ask about how i'm doing
& i say DON'T!
lastly, don't ask about my life now
& finally, i say DON'T!
geddit?
o's lesser than 5 weeks bye for now!
Believe it or not,
this is my 4th post for today cum yesterday
since it's 1.53 already
counted as today
or yesterday
or today?
ok whatever
(those who don't understand, go away & drool on your bed)
& yes, i'm bored
played neopets; boring
played pool; keep losing (what do you expect from a gundu like me! haha)
played typeracer; i'm just slow ok, i admit it..pfftt
played Frets on fire; no new songs
i didn't study for today since prelims' over
hey cmon, i need a break okay
but no kit kat o.0"
so here i am,
thinking about prom

ain't that couple sweet...cair beb
how i wished
*starting to build sandcastle in the air which was suddenly destroyed by mojo jojo
ok lame
i'm hesitant in going for prom
i want to get the feeling & experience of going to a prom, it's once in a life time
i only get to see those prom scenes on tv but now, i cn experience it myself
BUT
i need money money money
& those awful hours of dressing up...
you know, girls..what do you expect! haha
my mum's giving me extra allowance on my birthday
but i want to spent it on other daily necessities
i rather buy my nike dunks rather than buying 1 pathetic but pretty dress for prom
if i were able to find a not-so-expensive
(i don't wana say cheap, it sounds budget..haha),
than i guess i'll be going
the typical prom scenes on tv;
a group of girls giggling away,
guys with tuxedo staring from far
come up to a girl & says "would you like to go for a dance?"
& just so happen the girl says
"i don't know how to dance uh..how?"
spoil sey.. -.-"
but i rather go with my girls..
i'm expecting one of my girlfriends, (insert name)
being offered to go to the prom with a guy
cause she's pretty..*winks
i hope the prom will not be a mundane spoiler moiler thingy
than it'll be just a waste of money AND time
lebih baik keluar main timezone -.-"
but i'm looking forward to the slumber party after the prom
i really really really hope i can go
cause it'll be after the prom which is at 1 am!
wee!!!!
*cross finger
so yeah, o level haven't over, think of prom ready
yaya papaya banana apple pear watermelon
da la, tido la semue
BYEEE!!!!!!
the best thing is to let goseeing a smile on their face, knowing that they're off to a better place,is more than enougheven though it hurts to let goit hurts more to dwell on ita thousand sorry isn't worthya million thanks isn't enoughonly blessings will hope we'll stay close (:


yes, that was what we did yesterday
before going for break fast together in the evening
nissa & i did that creative art thingy
it's kinda for kiddies but we had nothing to do
& please la eh, ape salah nye feeling2 bdk2 kecik skali skale
saw mrs karen tan, mr sanjay & mr vik
when we wanted to do the creative art thingy
we were like
"'OH SHIT! Can we not go there now?
Malu sey, skali dorg nmpk cane?Bdk sec 4 prangai mcm gini eh. Haha"
break fast together at yaryar house
with yana, fadz, nissa & fiqa
i ate nasi ayam penyet, takoyaki ball & strawberry shortcake
cool or what!
i'm growing faaaatteeerrrrr
afterwhich we played sparklers
it was funfunfun!
tried doing a heart shape & smiley face
which didn't turn out that well..errr
the pictures are uploaded at my friendster
once we played the sparklers which gave out a lot a lot of smoke
& just so happen nissa tried doing some mischievous thingy
& smoke came out till the whole block covered with haze
i went,
"ooooohhhh shit! Baek uh, mampos. Cpat cabot la ape lagi!
Nanti polis dtng. Da, cpat pack2"
kanchiong abes..haha
but it would have been more fun
if hanizah & ratnah were to come
sobs
anw, today didn't went to geylang
just because menurut ibu saya, pada hujung minggu,
geylang akan penuh sesak dengan lembu-lembu yang kelaparan
dan bercadang untuk pergi ke geylang pada hari lain
(ok, why am i talking malay here..pffttt)
& today for break fast
there's toktok(that's what i called it when i was a kiddo)
aka bone marrow soup,
cheeezzzyyy pizza & porridge chacha (directly translated. haha)
weeheeee~~all my favourite ;D
ok la, da bye!
(sorry if i used a lot of malay here..hee)

I hate you
I hate you for thinking little of me
I hate you for treating me like a punching bag
I hate you for ordering me around
Do you know what it feels like to be 'abuse' EVERYDAY
You think it's fun???
It hurts me okay!
it hurts a lot
i love you, for bringing a smile on my face with your utterly nonsensical jokes
but at the same time,
i hate you
for bullying me & ordering me to do things which you yourself can do it yourself
it's your responsibility, not mine!
you starve & i suffer
not you!
People blame me for not buying you food
people still blame me when you push me around
cause you're my brother
(yes, i'm talking about you, brother)
they have the typical thinking that brothers always behave this way
they think that because you don't have someone to play with, since i'm your only sibling,
you have to treat me like a punching bag
& just because i'm your sister, a girl, i must be responsible for you
what do you think i am??
i have to buy you food,
i have to serve you,
i have to follow your needs & ones
i have to take care of your feelings
i have to do things which you need to do & in the end i have to do it for you
just because you're lazy
than what about me??!!
I had enough ok!
you keep taking advantage of me,
treating me like a slave
i tried to change, to meet your needs
possessing the character of give & take & patience
but thinking back, is it worthy?
is it worthy when i'm always not appreciated in return?
is it worthy when you yourself will grow up with this egoistic character just because
i never make you aware of it?
i don't want people to think bad of you
i don't want people to look at you as a lazy & no-kinda-feelings person
cause you're my brother
we grew up together & went through thick & thin together
I feel jealous and sad every time i see siblings who can get along with each other
who can communicate
who can joke around without hurting ones feelings
who can make each other happy with those care & concern
WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP????
brother, please, i had enough
my heart hurts from all the cries i had to hide
& you think it's fun?
I know you want someone to joke around with
but not physically & hurting ones feeling
you're always thinking about yourself
ONLY
never others
i may have treated you badly
because
you're the cause of it
how can i treat you nicely when i always
& always
get treated badly in return
brother, please
i'm writing it all here cause i can't take it anymore,
i don't have any intention to humiliate or hurt you
& i know you're reading this
i can never communicate with you
cause you're never serious about anything
i beg you, please change
cause i don't want anybody else, even my friends
to think that you're bad
you are a great person
i know in one way or another,
you still love me
you still care for me
whenever i go to sleep, you come to my bed & give me a pat
you know how touching it is when you do that
you sometimes gimme 'painful' hugs
& pinch me on the cheeks
but i know you mean it in a good way
so, please reflect on what i've posted
cause
you're my one & only sibling
& i still love you brother (:



more pictures will be uploaded at my friendster
had a blast with the girls
loves
i'll update tomorrow
or maybe Sunday
cause tomorrow i'm going to geylang!
wooshhhhh~~
okay bye people!
MAIL SHIFTED:
yellow.wellow@live.com
add yawww!!!! ((:
I'm bored
I'm really bored
I'm really really bored
I'm really really really bored
Life is very boring without eating
proven!
Can somebody kill me now?
Shoot me dead?
Knock me on the head?
Entertain me or something?
Do some whatever cool shitz?
It's 3 more hours to break fast
& i'm totally bored
ARGGHHHH!!!!
*pulling ones hair & trying to grit my teeth till it breaks
-.-"
I wana fly a kite
I wana run around
I wana lay down on a bigbig field
I wana ride a bike
I wana play netball
I wana camwhore
I wana eat fillet o fish
I wana go to the movies
I wana lick a colourful lollipop
I wana have a slumber party
I wana bath in a bathtub
I wana blow bubbles
I wana paint
I wana watch series movies (CD ones)
I wana meet my girlfriends
I wana make a snowman
I wana shop
I WANA DO SOMETHING!!
But most of all, i wana meet my baby ;(
k, lemme share with you what i wana do after o's kay
1) SHOPPING like durhhhhh
2) Slumber party with girlfriends ((:
3) More dates with boyfriend <3
4) Manicure pedicure (ok, a lil too vain but whatever)
5) Watch loads & loads of movies/ tv series
6) Read twilight, new moon, eclipse & breaking dawn
7) Get a job? (ok maybe no time..oops)
8) Grow long hair like Rapunzel -.-"
9) Renovate my room
10) Learn to bake more sweetsweet stuff
11) Have fun in the sun..weehoo~~
12) Go swimming
13) Go to philatelic museum
& many more which i can't remember
& which i don wana write out or not you noosy people wana do it too
haha..k not
too many things to do with so lil time?
Yea..i think the holidays after o's is gonna be short
but...nevermine whatever la ehhhh
tomorrow last paper!
POA paper 1- 1 hour
woooohooooo!!!!!
Can't wait to buke puase together with the girls
hehehehehehehehehehehehe
k enough
kay la bye la!!!
anyone who's online please chat wimme la please
pretty please with a cherry on top & chocolate fudge below with extra extra love
E-maths was stupidly-dorkly-patheticly haaaard
Those who agree with me say 'YEAHH'
(YEAHH!)
Even some of the clever kiddos didn't manage to do a few questions
that was a relief though..
a sign that i did do my best
YAY me!
oh yeah!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO FARIANI!!!

Aged 16 but still small as ever..haha
so yeah, tomorrow's science paper 1 & 3
wish me luck mates!
ok, byeeeeeeee

motion city soundtrack
pretty cool people
nice songs (:

Haleem's birthday pictures (310808)
spot me???
Top left laaaaa
when midnight strikes,HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY BBY!!!Can't wait to meet my one & only ziqo ((:Loves; xoxo
"life is so boring without eating"
some random stuff;
Did you know that,
ants never sleep
Did you know that,
no word in the English dictionary rhymes with "MONTH"
Did you know that,
dolphins sleep with one eye open
Did you know that,
TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard
Did you know that,
no piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times
Did you know that,
my name is siti farhana?
(k, that wasn't suppose to be a did-you-know question)
kay bye!

When midnight strikes,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO HAZIQ BBY!!! ((:
Love you truckloads..

BATMAN!! Topshop

it's yellow!!!!! OMG!!!
*breathless, fanning oneself, faint...LOL
cost around 270 bucks

yes, i have weird colour combination

dickies!!!!!

is roxy that girly?

it has been a looong time since i bought myself accessories

forever 21
(online kate je ade padehal bile gi kdai die tkd -.-" )
i can't wait for my birthday to finally come
(5 weeks & 2 days more)
cause i'm gonna shop like mad
new nike dunks & 'dickies' bag for me please, thank you ((:
1 more day hunney!!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!!!

clarity, peace, serenity
2 more days to hotstuff's 18th birthday something great is bound to happen ((:
loves
after studying at the library,han, nissa & me got to catch the movie, 4biakinda had a hard time to watch the movieas i'm only 1 month to being 16hani persuaded the counter guy & we got inYAY us!! Luckily hani's pretty..haha4bia was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!!
I screamed like 5 times throughout the showit's really scary..trust menissa screamed at my ears for like 2 timesLOL& we kept whining & stuffluckily i didn't hold a popcorn(you know, i know *winks)it was super duper zuper terrific!!i wana watch it again..hehewatch it guys!!rated: 9.5/10
4bia rocks my arssss!!!!!
*start doing some hardcore dance
nooooooot -.-"
& after the show, my eyeliner were all gone due to rubbing it too much as it was tearyso moral of the story;do not wear eyeliner when watching horror movies
ohyarh, i can't believe some people watched 4bia
alone
on their own
them, themselves & no other humanoid
no other stranger beside them
just them
(ok enoughhhhhh fana)
i would have been hit by a heart attack by then
& start screaming hysterically, pulling my hair, doing some desperate faces
start jumping around doing cowboy leaps...
ooooooo kay
just go watch the movie yea peeps ((:
so that was the highlight for the daythat's all (:
Science practical was errrrr idk..physics, didn't manage to complete it due to time constraintchemistry, was manageableso......yarhin the afternoon went to catch a movie with nissa & hanithought of watching 4bia but we got the wrong timingthought it was 2.20 pm but it turned out to be at 5.00 pmpretty disheartened cause we were looking forward in watching a horror showso we watched wall.e instead which was super boringcause the show didn't have any verbal communicationa show like for the deafthe only word spoken were 'wall.e & eve'but the characters were cute thoughcute, funny but b.o.r.i.n.gcause...........it was a 'G' graded movieeven babies could watch itso kinda pathetic right 16 year old kiddos watching 'guidance' movieshehafter an hour watching it, we got tired cause it wasn't interesting at allso we tried our luck and went out of the back door to catch another moviemeet davenissa was good at this, sneaking out, & it wasn't our (nissa & me) first time doing thisfirst time was when we watched CJ7 & p.s i love you with syafiqoh..memories..*winksso yeah..meet dave was waywaywayyyyy better!dave ming cheng..cool name ((:so, 2 movies for 6 bucksworthyi'm currently craving for strawberry shortcake at four leafthat's my favourite cake fyi cause it is super duper effing nicetry it people!! ^^oh yeah!!
HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY TO BELLA B!!! ((:Hope you have fun on this special day!weehhhooook then, toodles!!
After studying,I found some cool shitez while going through my mum's cake recipe bookof all places..haha
(click to enlarge)

nice right? thank you..haha

some dope errors i made when i was a kiddomohd farhana? & i just made a new equation of my own (:
awww..pretty eyy..haha

Today's sahur was rather noisywhat a start off to a 30 days fasting monthBrother: Granny, fasting cannot laugh, cannot talk, cannot fart all right??
Granny: Ya ya..cannot laugh, cannot talk, cannot shit *lazy to entertain
Brother: *pissed off. Blocks Granny's way & poor lil granny tries to push brother
which seems...impossible..haha
what an evil brother
Icha (lil 4 year old cuzzie): Granny, wait fasting month Icha not coming your house you know, so don't expect me to visit you (kerek seyyy)
Granny: *kinda frustrated. In her heart, "who ask you to come, don't want to come, don't come la. Pfft.."Granny: Sah, that white bag who's one?
Mum: Mine la mum, just bought it
Brother: Granny, if you want bag also just tell la..alamak
hahah
okay, may not be funny to you cause you weren't in the actual situation
dannnnggggg
& yes, my brother is pretty much irritating when it comes to celebrating the fasting month
he'll bug people & ask stupid questions..also making people angry so that our fast will be batal-ed
but still, i love my brother ((:
(brother, if you're reading this, please i repeat, please be honored..hahah)
Ohyarh, why does most of the people feel sad when it comes to fasting month?
well to me, its a good thing & i'm fairly happy about it
cause
i can lose some fat outtaf my cheeks & soon, i'll be slimerlimmmm
wooooootssss!!!
& also, since i can't get to munch, i'll do more productive stuff like..studying
YAY ME!! (so London tipton..haha)
to bella; 2 more days to your birthday eyy
its been a long time since we had a get-together-session
*winks ((:
HAPPY FASTING MA MATES!!!I miss my girlfriends..sobs